There is a girl who has been striving for independence ever since she had her first reality experience. From then on, she started fighting against her dependable life. But she did not always succeed in every way. There would be ups and downs in between and after all, she’s a girl; she would waiver to temptations at times too. Especially when she’s living a luxurious life now, how can she resist? Everyone would love lavish gifts, don’t they?
When she yearns for something, she saves up and don’t mind spending. But she fears of getting the wrong advice and ended up falling into a problematic gash. When she can’t get what she wants, irresistable opportunities just happens to drop from the sky and as i said, it’s irresistable.
Temptations don’t invariably gets her happy yet guilty as well. She can get upset when she don’t get what she was expecting to come. She didn’t want empty expectations, but sometimes that is all she gets. Usually at times like this, she will cry to sleep. She thought that nobody could console her, that nobody understands how she feels. Because she thinks people are born to be selfish.
She finally learned not to set high expectations on people and it is only true to depend on herself. But she still finds it so difficult to loosen herself to indepedence, considering the consequences. She doubts she’s ready.
This is the struggle of her independency.
